The Four Things That Matter Most: A Book About Living [Hardcover]

 

The Four Things That Matter Most: A Book About Living [Hardcover]

 

By : Ira Byock

Customer Reviews

2 days ago I spent 2 hours with my mother who is sick and not expected to live to much longer.
I haven't spent time with her like that for 17 years.
Over the years there have been so many misunderstandings, cross words, mean letters, siblings fighting and talking about each other and I honestly thought it was hopeless. I thought I would never see my mother again. Ever. It was a MESS!
But, it became obvious with lots of work and support over the years that what I wanted most was to tell my mom I love her and how much I appreciate all she has done for me. My severe depression was based on the thought that I literally thought that was impossible.
A few weeks ago, I (well, we) decided it didn't matter the outcome; I had to tell her anyway. I was prepared for the worst. I wrote out the scenarios and read them to my husband and therapist. They helped me visualize and come to grips with how I would handle whatever the outcome would be. Of course part of me really wanted it to go well but no one thought it would.
6 days ago, while preparing I found this book online. I immediately went to the library and got it (only because I couldn't buy it in time! We were leaving in 3 days)
I read the entire book that night. OH my gosh. I cried and cried and cried. I prayed that I would have an experience that was good. But I knew I probably wouldn't. But something Dr. Byock said several times about how your loved ones will always live within you struck me. And I knew that is exactly what was driving me crazy.
I KNEW I loved my mom. I KNEW she had done so much for me and THAT'S what I wanted in my heart. That's it. I don't want anymore sadness and hate. I don't want to be confused. I love my mom and that's what I want to feel in my heart and that's what I wanted her to feel in her heart.
So, I had already written a letter to her, but I adapted it to incorporate the 4 things. I bought some beautiful paper and I decorated it. I printed some pictures of her grandchildren. I did it all with only love. All I thought about was I love my mom and even if she can't hear it I know it. I love her and I forgive her and I pray she forgives me. I don't care what anyone else in the family thinks. Maybe she won't want to see me. I'll leave her the letter. I'll put it on the doorstep. I'll pray that someone will give it to her. If she can't read it I'll pray that someone will read it to her. And if not, I made a copy for myself to remind me of how much I love my mom and appreciate all she did for me.
I read the book again the next day (5 days ago). I was so scared to go see her but I knew my only option was to just show up. If I involved anyone else in the family it would become a big drama or I might be talked out of it.
As we drove up even though I was filled sometimes with dread to face the worst, I kept the 4 things in mind always. That's it. That's what it comes down to. Nothing else matters. I told my friends about the 4 things (our best friends who we stopped to stay the night with before I went the rest of the trip.) I wasn't excited or happy about going to my parents house, but I knew I had too.
I was able to visualize that there would be NO drama no matter what - because I would focus ONLY on the 4 things. If someone else in the family happened to be there and wanted to create drama I wouldn't engage because all I cared about was "I love you, Please forgive me, Thank you and I forgive you." And to be honest, I was afraid BEFORE I READ YOUR BOOK that I would want to create drama.
Well, God was on our side.
I drove up just as my dad was bringing my mom back from the doctor.
One of my sisters was walking over to help her out of the car. She saw me and after a few seconds recognized me. I told her all I wanted to do was to tell mom I love her and to ask her to please forgive me for all the hurt feelings. I told her to ask mom if it was OK for me to come in. She said it was a miracle.......
Then I spent 2 lovely hours with my mom, my dad and my sister. The biggest miracle and what I will FOREVER BE GRATEFUL FOR is I was most with my mom. I wanted my mom to know how much I loved her and how grateful I was for her and for what she did for me and my sons. I was able to share with HER my love and my appreciation for the life she gave me and the gifts she bestowed on me and my sons. And because I was clear in my intentions of the 4 things and not all clouded up with past judgments and hurts I could COMMUNICATE THAT 100%
I think my mom will be around for while and I am going to arrange for my grown sons to visit her. I will remain committed to the 4 things with her and the rest of my family.
No matter what happens in the future I have those 2 hours with my mom. I told her I loved her and she told me she loved me.
I recommend this book to everyone.

As a Grief Recovery Specialist, I help people to complete relationships after a loss. After reading Ira Byock's, "The Four Things That Matter Most", I believe I wouldn't have a job if everyone would complete relationships before their loss. A great book for everyone. I highly recommend this book. Pat Reinkensmeyer, Grief Recovery Specialist

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FBI's Ten Most Wanted [Mass Market Paperback]

 

FBI's Ten Most Wanted [Mass Market Paperback]

 

By : Dary Matera

Customer Reviews

There are certain honors that you may never want to have associated with your name and being on the FBI's 10 Most wanted is one of them. This book is a true insight into the world of the most notoriuos criminals out there today.
When you look back in history people like John Dillenger, Jarmes Easrl Ray, Ted Bundy are but a few of the people to have graced the listings. Now there is Osama Bin Laden, Eric Rudolph and Whitey Bulger making the most sought after group.
Throughout the entire book there is details, in some case severely graphic ones, that have you try and see what happened. The book holds nothing back and I was simply amazed at what I read.
One thing I like about this book is that you get into the entire asoects of both the victim and the criminals. The stories in some cases strecth the imagination but knoweing that these people really exsist, keeps the storyline well grounded.
Overall I found this be not only historical, but also very enlightening as well. The author has also acknowledge several aggents that have fallen in the line of duty and I think that may be the next book they write.

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The Amazing Adventures of Kavalier & Clay (with bonus content): A Novel

 

The Amazing Adventures of Kavalier & Clay (with bonus content): A Novel [Paperback]

 

By : Michael Chabon (Author)

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National Geographic Little Kids First Big Book of Animals [Hardcover]

 

National Geographic Little Kids First Big Book of Animals [Hardcover]

 

By : Catherine D. Hughes

Customer Reviews

I bought a set of these to include in a unit on non-fiction text features for my Kindergarten/First Grade class. This book is perfect for several reasons. It is written at a level where early readers can do a lot of the reading themselves and use their decoding strategies to successfully problem solve unfamiliar words. Subject matter captivated their attention and helped underscore importance/use of many of the features we have discussed, i.e. contents page, photos, captions, charts, map, glossary, index. Just wish it showed better examples of labels, but that would make this book beyond perfect. Did I mention that I love this book? :)

Book includes 128 full color pages
All of the words/sentences are in large print
Headings are colorful and bold
Words are bigger words, more of a late K or early 1st grade reader
Very nice quality
I have a little animal lover, and this was a perfect book for him. He is 4, and just learning to read. I was worried that there wouldn't be that many pictures, or that it wouldn't be very long, but this is an excellent book! I was glad for all the previous reviews. This book was just as I hoped. Educational, wonderful photos, very good quality, and long. Lots of time spent by my son looking through this book, he can't quite read the words yet...a few more months.

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Top 10 of Everything 2011 [Bargain Price] [Hardcover]

 

Top 10 of Everything 2011 [Bargain Price] [Hardcover]

 

By : Russell Ash (Author)

Customer Reviews

This is a wonderful addition to our school library's reference section that also includes The Guinness Book of Records. I can hand this to a bored and fidgeting sophomore knowing that he will not surface from it until the bell rings. That is high praise indeed. This compendium of lists is fun, interesting, arresting, and always has something to linger over. It ends up all over the library. Please, more goodies like this!

this covers a huge range of topics. I was interested in a directory that focused on top quality consumer goods. this is not it

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The Most Beautiful Place in the World [Paperback]

 

The Most Beautiful Place in the World [Paperback]

 

Product Details

• Reading level: Ages 7 and up
• Paperback: 64 pages
• Publisher: Yearling (May 25, 1993)
• Language: English
• ISBN-10: 0394804244
• ISBN-13: 978-0394804248
• Product Dimensions: 5.3 x 0.2 x 7.5 inches
• Shipping Weight: 1.6 ounces (View shipping rates and policies)
  

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The Amazing Liver & Gallbladder Flush [Paperback]

 

The Amazing Liver & Gallbladder Flush [Paperback]

 

Product Details

• Paperback: 242 pages
• Publisher: Ener-chi.com (May 6, 2007)
• Language: English
• ISBN-10: 0976571501
• ISBN-13: 978-0976571506
• Product Dimensions: 9.4 x 5.8 x 0.6 inches
• Shipping Weight: 12.8 ounces (View shipping rates and policies)
  

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